Entry # 10.. Aunty

RIP aunty. I will always keep you in my heart. Will always love you and will always remember all those things I learnt from you. May your soul rest in peace..

Entry # 9.. Emotions

Does it really help to be emotional? About things that are not in your control? I wonder how chronic this can be as a disease to be so afraid of the uncertainty.. Shouldn't it be fun to not know whats next than a plan to follow.. I am certain it would be more fun!!

Entry # 8.. Surprise

Life you surprise me with every passing moment.. Do you really love me so much? Or is it just a phase?

Entry # 7 .. Waste matter

Sometimes it's better to lose a few people who call themselves your friend. It's healthier that way.
Thank you for leaving me alone. And thank you for making me realise I was wasting my time trusting you.

Entry # 6.. Freedom

I'm gonna be free.. Finally. My life is finally going to be as I want it. And for known reasons I know for sure that I am God's favourite child. I know you were testing me for 6.5 years.

I just hope I passed the test and finally I get to sleep in peace and live in peace.

Entry # 5.. Life

Throws on us a challenge every day.. mom dad thank you.. you guys have made me capable of dealing with all the tough time that life will give me..
I am going to prove to the world and everyone who thought I am nothing that I can and am looking forward to life..

Entry # 4.. Decisions

Life hits you the moment you become comfortable with it. And it hits you hard in the nose. Making you bleed and you are at your most vulnerable. Everything in the world hurts. Even the people who love you. They seems like poking you with rakes and scratching you leaving scars all over.

I am yet to decide whether to hit back with equal force or let life take me for a ride.

Deciding